Therefore, if anyone is in
Christ, he is a new creation; the old has gone, the new has come!
2 Corinthians 5:17 (NIV)
So I was mowing lawn.
That was really when a
sense of peace came over me that it was okay to move forward with the
farmhouse. I was listening to a Chip Ingram podcast; Your Divine Design.
It was early July and I was all caught up on fantasy football podcasts.
So I decided to listen to Chip. (My priorities are not always where
they should be. I’m working on it)
Part one of his message is
about “extreme makeovers” and taking something old and making it new. The
idea of remodeling a farmhouse and yard is a romantic one. And I’m
romantic. Carolyn says so all the time. Well sometimes. However,
there is a time when the starry-eyed lover needs to put down his box of
chocolates and pick up a 4-pound sledge. And a chainsaw. And a dust mask.
It takes just hours to fall out of love and realize that the notion of
renovation is easier on HGTV, in 60 minutes.
We were comfortable in our
mid-century ranch in Zeeland. Over the last six years we had addressed
most of the updating. It was spacious but small enough to manage.
Big enough to still get cluttered but modest enough to handle in an
evening’s time. Leaving the ranch for the farm would require a leap of faith.
And a lot of sweat.
I grew up with a father and
mother whose primary hobby was working on the property. They had
purchased a farm and some acres, overgrown and dilapidated, from family.
My father was always willing to include me in any remodel event or chore
even though it undoubtingly slowed him down.
Significantly. This is not lost
on me as I watch our two sons grow and shadow me. I have always wanted my
own chance at saving a farmhouse. And to do so with my trophy wife, obstinate
children, and poorly behaved dog.
Every day that passed in
town made it harder and harder to move. It got more and more comfortable.
To be honest: too comfortable. I had heard once, probably from
Chip, that God does not call us to be comfortable. He calls us to have
faith. In Him. Not in things, circumstances, or property. As
I sat on the mower this July afternoon I felt God saying, “it’s okay to pursue
this, in fact, I will provide you with opportunities to trust Me”. That’s
another romantic idea, sermon point, and Bible study fodder. But genuinely praying and having faith in Him
on this was intimidating and daunting.
I cannot say for sure when
I noticed the farm house but the first time I took intentional action to look
into it was this past spring when I was hauling Dad’s rototliler home one
Saturday evening. I was using the small
utility trailer my grandpa Reuschel had built many years ago. It has low speed bearings in the hubs so I
try to keep road speeds below 30 miles per hour. The most direct route from the ranch back to
my parent’s house took me down 104th (Ottawa County) to 50th
St (Allegan County). And, as fate would
have it, I stopped just prior to the stop sign approaching 146th
avenue to check the tie downs and ensure the hubs hadn’t seized. As I walked back to the Acadia I took a
second to notice a ramshackle old manor just off the roadway. The spring growth on the grounds was dynamic
and the house was alluring. It was
unmistakably unoccupied. Places like
this in a location such as this are few and far between. I filed it away in the places that guys like
me file things away; and carried on.
As Carolyn outlined
earlier, we put some feelers out there but mostly carried on with life as
is. Then my mom texted us a picture of a
“for sale by owner” sign. I knew
immediately what this was concerning.
Car and I were downtown Holland at the street performers. What struck me that Car was interested as
well was the fact that she offered to drive home so that I could call the
numbers. To me that meant she was in on it too.
It was hard for me to get
on board with moving. We had a great house
with better neighbors. I had cable, DVR,
and high-speed internet. Our road was plowed every morning by 6:45am. The city picked up my leaves and we never
lost power. And there would be so much
work. I went through the house with three
contractors and numerous other subcontractors.
Each contractor brought up the price to knock the house down and start
over. On their own. A couple subs mentioned “lead paint” or some other
licensing limitation that would preclude them from the work. I get it fella.
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